when I was unemployed for too long again I started watching a lot of Keeping up with the Kardashians. 

I was quite depressed. 

I started a tomato grow op in my apartment. 

I think things affect me that don't affect other people. I feel deeply connected to strangers sometimes. I feel sad when they don't treat me kindly.

john who flipped through the big cat book in the warehouse was grumpy and tired and I sat by him as I was waiting for candice to get to her office. he was a shit and no fun to talk to and I think that contributed to my quitting. though I would have anyway. it was a good day to quit. 

I don't like crying in front of people. 

I think about M and I'm very worried. I'm worried and I don't know how to contact her. 

on a side note, the manager at my work opened his mouth to answer a question about croissants and a huge glob of drool fell out and hit the floor. in front of a customer. it was amazing and I'm so glad I was there to see it.