Cornify

Monday, March 29, 2010

there's a woman in rags with a hunched-over back
never believing her life can correct
her bitter blood, veins in braids pumping
and pumping forever her hate
her brain, corroding in on itself
she never goes out or shouts
so in time it dies, bit by bit,
bullshit. in a blaze of confusion or pain
her hatred collides with love
all insane and discussing her mane
with an dove in a garbage dump
and he knows how she is- she can't understand
his words, though she feels his heart
and she cares for his flimsy whims, and shares
discussing his flight into unseen snares
how this pair of dead dreamers careen
pipe dreams and schemes for a different life
but the hackles are raised and shamed
there's blame and it's time to call it a day
so she goes back to bed in her ramshackle hut
cracks a walnut and falls back in a haze
aided by old man benadryl, 
and a ham with a vino glaze
mildly enraged, for the sizable pile of pills remind
of a time with fun fancy days and more wine
and parties and plays; people and tables and trays

Friday, March 26, 2010

love of my life


You won't remember, when this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older
I will be there by your side to remind you
How I still love you -I still love you

Friday, March 19, 2010

hey

everyone thinks their cat is the wickedest
but mine is

Thursday, March 18, 2010

hey everything bagel,
gonna write you an ode
when I think about you
my heart explodes
margarine glistens
on your toasted crust
and i can't even stand it
'cause I love you so much
if you were a human
I'd send you dirty texts;
people would be jealous
'cause you are the sex.
this is getting creepy
so I'm gonna wrap it up
like you got wrapped up
beside my coffee cup
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything bagel
my everything
bagel

Sunday, March 14, 2010

shame

feel 'embarrassed' that tao lin has seen my embarrassing blog, or maybe 'thrilled'

Thursday, March 11, 2010

drive-thru education

I want to know about kierkegaard but only a little
I'm not very hungry

we'll have three bukowski revival specials 
with a side of french films

old man in a brown tweed suit
would you teach me how to read?

smoke drifts out the car window and the hand beckons 
tesla and advanced mathematics. put a rush on it

thin-legged kids in thriftstore clothes
we're here because we want to say we've been here

pablo neruda and a packet of peanuts
I've forgotten my wallet, would you take my shoes?

busload of orphans
how does sex work? oh ho ho, the laughter

he was the loneliest man ever.. in the world


Monday, March 08, 2010

remember the time you came over to my dorm
and we watched a glass jar break in a man's rectum
a faceless, aged man. blood dripping deep red onto his floor
and we wondered if he lived

then we watched clips of an old italian movie
where the characters were humiliated
and forced to eat shit
mangia mangia mangia

and we chuckled and tried to be stoic

Thursday, March 04, 2010

mechanic, you are my doctor
I ask of you three favours:
grease my eyes so that I might cry
grease my heart so that I might love
grease my anus (for private reasons)
I don't want to rust away

the robot smiled in the autumn wind
he'd won. he knew he'd won

Monday, March 01, 2010

blintz

i meet you there
where the grey water meets the grey sand
and the grey sky
your wan figure grows nearer
and i can touch you now
your stark, pinched face
in my bloodied and cracked hands
squint in the whipping wind
our eyes are leaking and we do not care