tonight

lordamercy

i would do probably three things differently
and that's teeny
you're a cat's claw
you're a cat's claw as it scrambles into my leg and off of my bed
you're a rabbit foot on a chain and you're turquoise 
we're painting our faces in black and white
black and white and grey, my twin and i
and we're not as many as i expected
i thought this would be, thought 
differently than i guess he she or they did.
i thought there would be more people. 




but i love you i love you and my lips are dry

you're in my car and you're trying to move the seat back further

and laughing wondering how i can fit in here, saying i'm pretty tall too

you have a takeout box of crab and corn and you're smiling the widest smile i've ever seen, it nearly splits your face in two. i can't believe your grin. it's marvelous. 

it throws me. i can't stop laughing and i'm giddy.

i won't forget our dance. 

dear god just work